Wednesday, 30 April 2008

Tiring....

Another tiring day... cant seem to be able to concentrate on my books... Finals are around the corner... guess that i m not able to maintain my expectation....
Getting pregnant brings in new changes to my lifestyle... i get tired easily due to lack of red blood cells(anemia) and constantly getting hungry...
i weighed myself yesterday... OMG... i put on 5kg...never been so heavy in my life... i am on constant battle with my weight since i am in primary school...and now... everything is gone... i m 50kg....all my years of effort down the drain...
Depressed... depressed....
As this is my first child... really do not know what to expect and i am kinda in dreamland... however, i were informed that my delivery date will be on 10 oct 08..... Everything happen so fast...
Starting to read more on pregnancy despite its my final exams period... just lose my concentration on my studies...
i need more determination .......

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

my first blog....

today is a very memorable day in my life... hearing the heart beat of my baby....
i alway denies the existence of this new guess in my life until today when i finally went for my first check up...
the arrival of this baby was unplanned .... never thought that it will be this soon...
however, today, during the check up... finally heard the little heart beats that proves this little thing...
had been very very busy recently due to my finals and stuffs... getting tired very easily... cant seems to concentrate on my work...
hopefully things will get better over the next few weeks...